Can I Recover From Surgery?!

00:00:00: I'm about to go through the worst surgery of my entire life.

00:00:03: At least, that's what everyone keeps telling me!

00:00:07: It's

00:00:08: the worst experience i've

00:00:09: had in MY ENTIRE LIFE!

00:00:11: Behind-the-scenes My throat has been in pain for over a year...I am absolutely terrified but this is something I have to do.

00:00:17: so subscribe and wish me luck!

00:00:19: I

00:00:24: have to get my tonsils out,

00:00:29: i'm

00:00:32: super nervous.

00:00:45: He's recommending I get my tonsils out.

00:00:48: he definitely didn't sugarcoat anything and it sounds freaking horrible.

00:00:52: this guy was like you're gonna go through.

00:00:56: maybe we should go talk to Peyton, she'll give me some advice.

00:00:59: i'm here with Peyton right now and Peyton got her tonsils about a year ago.

00:01:03: wanted to ask or what is his life if there are any things that need to do because i am not excited for this especially the doctor made its own horrible so hopefully Peyton doesn't make as bad

00:01:14: of sound.

00:01:15: It's the worst experience I've had in my entire

00:01:25: life.

00:01:34: I am not excited for this.

00:01:36: I don't want to do that at all.

00:01:37: Was it worth it, at least?

00:01:40: It's good now but yeah...it's worth it!

00:01:42: How long did it take before we healed them?

00:01:45: Two

00:01:45: weeks?!

00:01:46: It was like really bad.

00:01:47: then started

00:01:47: getting little better and got really bad.

00:01:49: It got so much worse, and then it started getting better.

00:01:53: I'm terrified!

00:01:54: I watched your interview with Dr.

00:01:56: Mike And Dr.Mike said you can actually eat whatever you want.

00:01:58: Eat whatever you like Whatever feels good EAT IT Like the whole ice cream thing people love to talk about But you don't have to eat Ice Cream Is that true?

00:02:04: Yeah

00:02:05: but if- You like can't...it just hurts so bad..like YOU CAN'T EAT

00:02:08: I've lost over

00:02:09: ten pounds.

00:02:11: Aw tiny bruh.

00:02:14: I probably even lose way more than that because i had a lot of more I could loose.

00:02:19: I'm gonna eat you!

00:02:21: I eat popsicles and ice cream every day.

00:02:23: You're

00:02:23: going to come in my surgery and support

00:02:25: me?

00:02:25: Yeah, Popsicles!

00:02:28: I'll give me a kiss.

00:02:30: Well we're grocery shopping today.

00:02:33: This is not embarrassing.

00:02:34: I know your'e gunna be done.

00:02:36: Patent said get a lot of popsicles & Ice Cream.

00:02:38: So let's do it.

00:02:39: Jade To

00:02:39: Do It.

00:02:40: He acting weird already so i am kinda scared with him this whole time.

00:02:43: She Is Weird too but she just doesn't show.

00:02:47: yet.

00:02:48: Can I eat these?

00:02:49: No, that is- I like this.

00:02:50: The doctor told you not to do that.

00:02:52: That's the only thing he said.

00:02:53: no Nothing crunchy.

00:02:55: You drink juice, do you want some juice?

00:02:57: Oh...I think we should get some baby apple juice.

00:03:01: Why?

00:03:02: What?

00:03:04: It's way cheaper for how much you get.

00:03:06: Okay fine

00:03:07: What ice cream should i get?

00:03:09: I like chocolate Neapolitan tipping.

00:03:12: Let's do it After target.

00:03:14: We went to Costco and my mom joined us.

00:03:15: What's up?

00:03:16: How are ya doing?

00:03:16: I eat mashed potatoes.

00:03:21: Almost that's for the rest of the ninja fan.

00:03:27: We're going to Brighton's tonsil surgery today, how are you feeling

00:03:30: Brian?

00:03:31: I am very nervous or ten minutes away...I hope it is not as bad as everyone says It Is.

00:03:36: Yeah!

00:03:36: Everyone has been telling him horror stories and That really helps.

00:03:39: he'll get surgery

00:03:40: at least getting put to sleep.

00:03:42: yeah

00:03:43: let us take a good nap.

00:03:48: I'm gonna burn my

00:03:49: throat.

00:03:51: we're going in Brighton, why are you hobbling?

00:03:53: You're getting your tonsils out.

00:03:55: My legs are sore.

00:03:55: I'm

00:03:55: scared for him.

00:04:00: This is creepy.

00:04:01: Yeah i'm scared, i'm so scared and this has happened to me.

00:04:04: They said wear your first dress.

00:04:08: That's not how it works.

00:04:09: Thank

00:04:09: you Robert Howe.

00:04:12: Put

00:04:13: it through the ornhole.

00:04:15: Good thing Payton's here to help you.

00:04:16: He looks like a grandma.

00:04:20: He never looked cuter.

00:04:21: This was best outfit that ever worn.

00:04:23: How are you feeling?

00:04:24: I'm trying not to think too much.

00:04:26: I'm kind of thinking about all the shows i'm gonna watch, all that ice cream.

00:04:29: im going to eat.

00:04:31: That's what Im thinking right now.

00:04:32: It can be okay!

00:04:33: Love You!

00:04:34: I am here for you.

00:04:34: This should be super quick.

00:04:39: He is acting cool but he was so nervous this morning.

00:04:41: I think hes so nervous.

00:04:44: Do you want a little hint?

00:04:48: No!

00:04:48: A little hint.

00:04:49: Okay!

00:04:49: Brighton!

00:04:49: Slow motion musically.

00:04:58: Oh your'e so tough.

00:04:59: Your didn't even flinch.

00:05:00: I've been through this as a parent.

00:05:01: This is not all out of fun, but i think the torch has been passed in terms of your thinking?

00:05:05: Is that what's going on here?

00:05:06: Yeah

00:05:07: pretty much!

00:05:07: This was two

00:05:09: weeks ago...this would

00:05:10: have been on me!

00:05:10: I know!

00:05:11: This is the time to step back and be like he's all yours.

00:05:14: Bright bright!

00:05:16: Bye James!

00:05:16: We'll see you

00:05:16: next week!

00:05:17: Bye

00:05:19: Bob.

00:05:20: if we love you it's gonna be awesome.

00:05:21: don't die right.

00:05:23: my dad is an excellent plan.

00:05:27: bye Alright, we'll take care of it.

00:05:29: Bye!

00:05:29: Apparently its gonna be super fast and then he's going to be loopy for like an hour not able to leave.

00:05:36: so we're never very good done.

00:05:38: It's gonna suck later but while he is loopy He isn't in pain.

00:05:42: We can tease him a little bit find out some secrets see what they did on their honeymoon.

00:05:46: Oh my

00:05:47: gosh Because Brighton already spills everything.

00:05:50: this is just gonna help Brayden's gonna veg watch so many shows.

00:05:53: So you guys want to come over

00:05:54: and watch anime with him?

00:05:59: Yeah!

00:05:59: It's not my jam.

00:05:59: He's kind of sad, sending them away and waving at it makes me sad.

00:06:03: I miss em already...I hope he is okay..i've never had my tauntles out ,so i have no idea what its like.

00:06:07: If u guys got your tauntle ousout you should comment some tips on how can help him better because im learning too and idk How everything goes.

00:06:14: ok, i just wanna be done.

00:06:18: Brighton is being very lovely and nice right now.

00:06:20: You're not being crazy, huh?

00:06:22: Yeah I'm feeling pretty good right now.

00:06:24: Hopefully we can just keep taking some medicine.

00:06:28: Just sleepy.

00:06:29: I really

00:06:30: enjoyed this.

00:06:30: i missed you.

00:06:31: i was scared.

00:06:34: How are you?

00:06:35: Looking

00:06:36: good!

00:06:44: Oh you already ate that.

00:06:46: Yep

00:06:47: No, don't tell them.

00:06:50: We wanted a little skinny dipping but we got too scared.

00:06:55: There were sharks so that was scary.

00:06:58: It's like it's early in the morning.

00:07:03: You look is so relaxed.

00:07:05: I want to be in your spot right now actually.

00:07:07: Oh, it's not too

00:07:08: bad.

00:07:11: It is empty!

00:07:15: Like it doesn't

00:07:15: look like... Ah that's a little white?

00:07:18: If you stop breathing and I'll make the thing beep- I did

00:07:24: that.

00:07:24: Now your

00:07:26: making it dinged.

00:07:27: That won't be a bad example.

00:07:35: Woohoo!

00:07:37: You made

00:07:37: it!

00:07:38: Bumpy.

00:07:39: It IS bumpy.

00:07:42: Don't crash

00:07:43: Jake.

00:07:44: You're trusting my driving?

00:07:45: Ryan's a strong independent

00:07:46: man.

00:07:46: Can you sit down, your stressing me out?

00:07:48: Watch your

00:07:48: head.

00:07:49: Oh yeah Do I look crazy?

00:07:53: No maybe just like he had surgery

00:07:56: Eating my first meal with his applesauce

00:07:59: I asked if hes getting hungry and what he wanted for the first meal And he said steak so that its not going to work.

00:08:05: So second best we brought apple sauce.

00:08:09: This is the first time i've seen him in this room.

00:08:16: What are you doing

00:08:16: in here?

00:08:17: We're just

00:08:19: going to play some video games together.

00:08:21: I also got him a new controller so we can play it together, It's gonna be fun.

00:08:24: My mom is so nice.

00:08:25: She brought us over couple meals To help with Brighton...It's SO CUTE!

00:08:29: She bought some chicken and some potatoes.

00:08:32: You're gunna like that huh?

00:08:36: Meeting some potatoes.

00:08:38: He's eating pretty good..I'm actually impressed.

00:08:40: And then he had put it In the blender Like...it was good.

00:08:53: Stay three.

00:08:54: This is my first time I really talked today.

00:08:56: Jade brought me some soup, this was terrible.

00:09:00: Since the longest it's ever been since we've had conversations its kind of weird.

00:09:05: How does that feel on your throat though?

00:09:07: That's nice and warm.

00:09:08: You don't even want to open them down.

00:09:09: They can speak very good.

00:09:11: Your voice sounds kinda weird.

00:09:12: It sounds a little different.

00:09:13: Car

00:09:13: wash!

00:09:15: Car Wash!

00:09:15: I'm gonna go on a journey right now So i'm doing a little better.

00:09:20: No, no, no!

00:09:20: Isaac, Isaac!

00:09:20: I'll help you.

00:09:26: My brothers and some of their friends came over to play video games.

00:09:29: What's up?

00:09:31: How are you guys doing?

00:09:33: And Jade here made some brownies for everyone.

00:09:39: Brighton Tappay, he got his brownies.

00:09:42: His favorite treat Mother Brownie You have in your teeth.

00:09:45: Smile

00:09:48: Day four Didn't do a whole lot today.

00:09:50: I think i might be slightly better than yesterday, but still Samuel just trying to rest.

00:09:56: try not to

00:09:57: talk.

00:09:57: It's a great excuse.

00:09:58: get surgery when you can get ice cream

00:10:01: every day the day fine and it's worse Than yesterday.

00:10:05: or headed to church its Easter?

00:10:08: I feel horrible.

00:10:09: I'm not excited about this.

00:10:10: They can't talk and they should be getting better.

00:10:13: no worries right now.

00:10:16: Easter Sunday with the ninja fam right now.

00:10:18: Everyone's doing an easter egg hunt, I'm just chilling.

00:10:20: Check it out.

00:10:21: Hey mom how are you doing?

00:10:22: Hi!

00:10:23: How're ya?

00:10:23: I am filming The Kids and You.

00:10:24: I'm

00:10:25: dying.

00:10:25: Great to run get eggs.

00:10:28: It might fall over.

00:10:29: My drugs... What is

00:10:30: drugs?!

00:10:32: They were doctor prescribed.

00:10:33: its a love.

00:10:35: You're not dying this good one sorry if your like

00:10:37: it.

00:10:37: I got some of these and freezing in here and Jade making dinner still feeling terrible.

00:10:45: And yeah, quite the update.

00:10:47: Still feel

00:10:48: more at least sweeping Gina every day.

00:10:51: He definitely feels better than yesterday.

00:10:52: Yesterday was terrible and it was Easter in so that was hard But his throat's been hurting.

00:10:57: so we went got some yummy rocks buried.

00:10:59: I had a friend from over in her video games

00:11:01: evening.

00:11:02: I cleaned all day and he played video game.

00:11:04: just perfect.

00:11:05: Just kidding You have to play date.

00:11:09: It is Day seven.

00:11:10: Brighton's cousin has a baby So i've gotta bring brightson on the field chip to hospital worst

00:11:15: day.

00:11:15: He's

00:11:16: a trooper.

00:11:16: I really want to see his baby and hold it.

00:11:18: so he's coming with me, i didn't force him though...he really wanted you out of the house!

00:11:21: All right so are we next?

00:11:25: Today is Day eight.

00:11:26: today started off really bad just as bad as yesterday..yesterday was freaking horrible but this actually got a little better throughout the day.

00:11:33: So hopefully tomorrow continues to be a little bit better....I'm eating chicken

00:11:37: wings!!

00:11:37: I don't think im allowed to eat these yet But I made sure to now get spicy ones.

00:11:42: And I ate these and they were pretty good, man!

00:11:45: I feel like i'm doing pretty decent...I am still on a ton of meds so..i'm still in a lot of pain but better than yesterday.

00:11:52: He's talking alot more.

00:11:53: his voice is STILL not the same....I feel bad but we're getting

00:11:56: there!!

00:11:56: I've cried alot times behind scenes BUT I don't think I cried today.

00:12:00: So that's a good sign.

00:12:03: Finally this is day nine And it's finally better today than it was yesterday.

00:12:10: I'm doing much better still.

00:12:11: not a hundred percent my all means but Today is the best day so far and some hopeful tomorrow will be even Better, then i'll feel better soon.

00:12:20: he's

00:12:20: been doing a lot better.

00:12:21: i'm actually really proud of him.

00:12:22: He's been here cooking dinner with me for

00:12:24: fun?

00:12:24: No!

00:12:24: I hate feeling useless.

00:12:26: It's finally time For me to help out in My voice.

00:12:29: I can still barely talk But...better Than The other days Even though I feel horrible, this was our first dance practice for a USA tour.

00:12:38: I'm so excited and if you wanna see us live we're coming to the city near you!

00:12:42: Day ten...and today has been awesome actually..I am not one hundred percent but i'm feeling way better And were on a road trip.

00:12:48: right now

00:12:49: We are on our way to St George's and stop at this cute little diner to get food that we are starving.

00:12:53: This is my first restaurant in two or three days and im so exited finally eat semi normal foods.

00:12:59: Im doing way better.

00:13:00: This looks really delicious, im gonna try it.

00:13:05: That's so good.

00:13:08: We made it to southern Utah and the rest of my family is here.

00:13:11: What's up, Jason?

00:13:12: I'm excited.

00:13:12: You make our posture right now and it's literally on fire.

00:13:24: Thanks so much for watching my recovery journey.

00:13:26: If you have a surgery coming up soon or if your going through something similar I just want to say, you got this!

00:13:32: Healing takes time but you're stronger than you think And i'm waiting for you and ill see ya next time.

00:13:37: Remember To Live Awesome.